To direct my first feature film

This is a dream I've been working on in some way or another for 13 years. I've gone through 4 years of film school, worked for over 10 years in television, started my own production company, directed a multi-award winning short film, got represented by great people at the top a talent agency, all so I could get into a position where I could create films for a living that have a positive impact on people, their lives, and the world on a grand scale. To make films that inspire us and connect us to each other at a fundamental level. I've put a lot into this dream and I feel I'm really, really close. Closer than ever. But here I am, waiting, and waiting, still waiting for my opportunity for that first feature film that opens the doors to my dream. I sit at the edge of the precipice staring down into the life and the world I want to live in. Its almost within reach, but not quite. What do I need to give me that final shove to reach it? Tell me Universe, because I'm ready to jump in.