Is to be loved by Reg

To find LOVE to give LOVE and be LOVED by Reg.
I dream of making love to reg and being his wife but i fear rejection and fear that my dreams will break if he does not give me a second chance.

My dream is to let go of all my inhibitions my weaknesses and reach out to him.

1) My dream is to be successful business woman.
2) My dream is to make Reg fall in love with me heads over heels.
3) My dream is to marry Reg and have more children with him.
4) My dream is to be a strong woman and be an inspiration to other woman.
5) My dream is to live life with my head held high.
6) My dream is to employ Reg some day and order him to do things for me.

How will I make these dream come true ? I need money for this, the only way to get money is to start investing which will be my first priority.
I will invest in Real estate .
I will invest in stocks.

what salable skills I got ?
I like ceramics can I sell that ? how to make big in ceramics ?
what different can I do in ceramcis ?